hei..

well its been a while since i last updated my blog.. wait.. actually, it has been ages since the last post.. haha.. sorry about that.. :P

SPM's just around the corner.. we have only less than a week till the exam.. and i havent even studied my history, can you believe that!! sigh... thats what happens when your a lazy person like me.. :(

and eventhough i should be more worried for SPM, i am also worried for the prom and youth camp.. :( i want to go for both but HOOOOW!!! i have an idea but it might not be a good idea.. but i will try though.. hehe..

anyway, just came here to update my blog.. eventhough its nothing interesting but what to do.. im freaking lazy.. sorry.. hehe..

TO ALL THE FORM 5's WHO ARE SITTING FOR SPM,

ALL THE BEST AND GOD BLESS...

tcare ya'll.. :D

LIFE.AND.OF.COURSE.MOTHER'S.DAY!!! :DD

hei ya.. :)

its been a while since i updated my profile.. sorry bout that.. wasnt in the mood and had alot of things going on.

anyway, my SEMESTER 1 EXAM is just arounf the corner.. :( its in 1 week time and i have not touched my boooks at all... i am so gonna be in trouble in my examm.. @@ its very hard to study too when there's so much drama going on.. so much bullshit and crap flying in the air... i got no idea who to TRUST anymore... im not even sure whether i can trust my OWN FRIENDS... its very very silly.. this WHOLE thing is silly... im just trying to let go and just move on and not bother with this drama anymore... after all, i have a MAJOR EXAM this year, and i have no room for DRAMA QUEENS and his/her dramatic life... but if he/she goes OVERBOARD then i would have to do something about it...

putting that aside, its MOTHER'S DAY TOMORROW!!! WEE~!! well, my family and a few families from my church are getting together and celebrate this wonderful occasion... :) the HUSBANDS and the CHILDREN have secretly planned a bbq dinner for OUR MOTHER'S!! :D im so excited to see what happens later on tonight.. hope it will turn out GREAT!! hehee..

alright then, i've got to go now... will update on how the mother's day dinner turn out aite?? :)

take care and God bless..

to all the mother's and soon to be mother's,

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!!!! :DDDDD

and also to my own very special mother,

BLESSED MOTHER'S DAY MOMMY!! LOVE YOU SO MUCH!! :DDDDDDDDD

XOXOXOXO

CHOIR.COMPETITION

hei... :)
today my school had our choir competition.. we had to go to school at 6AM!! =.= but after settling all the makeup and the ribbons, we all boarded the bus i think at 7AM... after that we met Z in the bus and he helped us do warm up... we were all kinda excited... suprisingly it was not jam while we made our way to the SMK SUNGAI BULOH school though... anyway, after arriving there, we started having practice and to BRUSH UP our singing...
and there's where the bad news steps in... teacher came to me and told me that the trainer is NOT ALLOWED to play the piano for us... =.= it was really really depressing... after the raptai, Z kinda broke the news to them that he wasnt going to be able to play for us and now we had to sing 2 SONGS WITHOUT THE PIANO!! :( but then we came up with some changes which hopefully would work.. :) so after a last rehearsel, we went into the hall to settle down and get ready for our turn to "SHINE" :P ahahha.. we were the 3rd school to perform... when it was our turn to perform Z suddenly told me he was playing... but i thought he was playing as in only the INTRO... but when it came to the 2nd song, he ALSO played for us... which was a good thing and a bad thing... but we were really thankful that he did larh.. cause it WOULDNT SOUND NICE if he didnt play... but all in all it was really great... :D
after the performance, we had our breaks... we heard KEPONG sing... omg!! like always it was awesome larh... hahah :P anyway, after ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL the schools were done.. we sat at our sits with anticipation to hear wat we won... 3rd PLACE.......................BANDAR BARU.... 2nd PLACE...............................................SMK TAMAN...................................EHSAN... OMG!! that is when all our hearts sank until it couldnt sink no more.... :( we were so hoping on getting the first place and wen they announced the 1st PLACE............................................. SMK..............kepong.... =.= our hearts juz burst iinto flames!! all of us were devastated... but we knew why at the end... but at least we WON the ANUGERAH KHAS which is not so bad ok!! and our school to WON the best conducter... :) i was so shocked and blurr!! so so so darn blurr.... everybody was like shouting and i was like " wat happen wat happen???????? O.o??" lol XD
but still we were still abit down... Z.. YOU SHOULDNT PUT THE BLAME ON YOURSELF CAUSE U DID NOTHING WRONG... no worries... :))) and no one has the right to blame anyone cause NOBODY is at fault!!
and you know what!! our school drama team WON 2ND PLACE!!! :)) not bad eh... haha...


CONGRATULATIONS MELAWATIANS!! WE DID OUR VERY BEST... :)))) BE PROUD OF YOURSELVES!! :D

STRESSING.TO.THE.MAX!!

yo... O.O

i've had only 2 HOURS of sleep yesterday... =.=" thanks to the stupid moral folio... haiz... just finish exam last week also... haiz... well, at lease i got an A1 for my MATH and a higher score for my SCIENCE... hehe... :) but teacher's gonna minus my marks like crazy for passing up so late...... isH!! damn...

anyway, life is seriously a bore and a torture for me now... friends have become a PAIN IN THE ASS!! maybe not larh, but im really sick and tired with all the EGO-istic people around me... TIRED with all the FIGHTS, QUARELLS, and all the RUBBISH!! and its not only me thats going through this... there is plenty more who FEELS the SAME WAY!! sometimes i just feel like killing myself... no joke... i have NEVER, in my life, felt this STRESSED before...

i think this is AFFECTING me in alot of ways... now a days, i will start staring at blank spaces for no reason... its almost every minute that that is happpening to me.. and i cant sleep... or i crazy LACK of sleep... and i get hyper one minute and emo the next... :( WHAT'S GOING ON??!!!

i just need someone to talk to... who will listen to me and understand me sincerly.. but i guess i can only continue to dream of that to happen... haiz...

im out of here... take care and God bless! :)

YOU ARE INVITED TO A SPECTACULAR MUSICAL TITLED "THE EASTER STORY: HE IS ALIVE!"

date : 10-12 April 09 (you can choose to come either one of the nights)

time : 8 pm

place : bukit jalil

FREE ADMISSION!! :D

MELAWATI!! :D

yo yo yo people... :)

GUESS what??!! St John Melawati GUYS got 1ST PLACE and the GIRLS got 3RD PLACE!! WOOHOO~!! i'm so proud of them... :) we seriously did a great job :D the guys will be going to the STATES!! cant wait!! hahaha...

there was a lil tension in the air at times... everybody was so tired.. we had to stand in the burning hot sun for SOOO long just to wait for the judges to check our uniforms.. stand too long till some of the guys and girls fainted... haiz... pity them...

when the girls and the guys did their kawad there was some mistakes here and there but all in all it was really AWESOME... no joke... hehe... after finish kawad we went to the kantin to rest a lil while before going back to the basketball court where we did our kawad...

when they were announcing the winners all of us were so NERVOUS... haha.. then when they announced that the TAMAN MELAWATI GUYS WON 1ST PLACE, all the girls screamed like CRAZY... melawati girls that is... haha.. so MALU... :P but we were really over joyed... the kepong, OMG, you should see their face when we WON... lol xD

anyway, after that we got on the bus and went back to school. and after that we went for lunch... :) we were really dead TIRED and HUNGRY!!

well, today was the earth hour... it was a lil dissapointing though.. not alot of people turn off their lights.. :( it was as bright as ever... haiz... but KLCC and KL TOWER was damn nice wei... :P we should all do it AGAIN next year... haha...

anyway, this afternoon there were like helicopters flying around melawawti hill. then i just found out that 2 doctors were found dead at the melawati hill... they were hiking... the search and rescue was searching since 8am and found them at 4 pm.. kesian them...

alright. i gotta go now before my mom kills me... o ya, got exam next week... @@ haiz.. wish me luck... :P nite nite... tcare n God bless... :)

CONGRATULATIONS EVERYONE!! :D

KAWAD.KAKI.COMPETITION!! :D

hei... :)
sorry for not updating my blog for over a week now.. hehe.. was a little caught up with my busy schedual.. :P anyway, just finished soaking my feet in HOT water... and let me tell u, it feels GOOOOOOOODDD... :D seriously.. especiallly after a long day of kawad-ing in the crazy kawad shoes that will literally KILL your legs... thanks to my sun block, now im getting RASHES... :( and yesterday, i couldnt sleep till i cried myself to sleep... i know it sounds depressing but its true.. i dont know why i cried, but i just did for no apparent reason.. haiz.. sad case... i messaged like 5 of my friends to chat with cause i cant sleep but only ONE replied... =.= THANKS BEN FOR REPLYING.. :)
today was our FINAL practice before our competition TOMORROW... it looks like we are set to go, i think.. :P it was much much better than any of our other practices though... but all of us were and STILL ARE dead tired and also very MOODY...
tomorrow we will have to reach school by 6.. which i know most of us will not be punctual cause general speaking, MALAYSIAN's are NEVER PUNCTUAL.. haha.. XD the competition's is going to be held in SMK TAMAN KERAMAT i think... hope we will get enough SUPPORTS to cheer for us... haha.. cause we REALLY REALLY do need to get as much support as possible.. :)
oh ya, do remember tomorrow is the EARTH HOUR!! please do support in stopping global warming by SWITCHING OFF your LIGHTS at 8.30 till 9.30 pm.. its only for an HOUR!! :D
ok ok... i will have to go to bed now.. its getting really late and i gotta get up real early... alright then... nitenite... :) tcare N God bless... *HUGS!*

PLEASE DO COME!! EVERYONE IS INVITED... COME SUPPORT SMK TAMAN MELAWATI's ST JOHN AMBULANCE SQUAD!!

OLLA... :)

shortie's back.. lol XD...

today was the KAWAD COMPETITION between my school..and..erm..my school.. haha.. we, the St John Ambulance WON 4th PLACE!! just lost by 4 marks to the third place... not bad eh?? hehe... we screwed up a few parts but we still ROCKED IT!! :P and at least now, we can PREPARE for our next comp on the 28th of MARCH... :) WE'LL BE READY!!

all of us went through a hard time... with all the long practice under the sun and just yesterday, almost all of us lost our phones... the story goes like this.. all of us put our phones in one bag and asked one of the girls brother to help us to take care of it... then while all the unit beruniform were going through the full dress rehearsel, the guy put down the bag on the floor, took 2 steps forward, looked back and the bag was GONE!! all of us started searching for the bag.. after like 10 minutes or so one of the girls from the squad FOUND the bag... we were all so happy and started to crowding around the bag to collect our phones.. but sadly, 6 of us, including me, didnt get back our phones cause it wasnt in the bag... i think that the person who stole it either doesnt have a brain or he/she just had no time to grab all the phones.. he/she took my phone which costs RM10 if you trade it in... @@ and the other better phones they didnt take..

alot of us wanted to PULL OUT of the competition juz because of this incident... no one had any mood to go on... but Mr. Ganesh and the guys help us CALM ourselves down and BOOST our spirit... without them i think we would be able to win 4th place... THANKS SO MUCH GUYS!! :D

anyway, today was the most toutures day... we had to stand under the hot sun for SO SOO SOOO LONG!! and i think the person who invented the shoes we wore didnt pass he's or her science.. the shoes were BLACK and SHINING!! which absords crazy heat... =.=" and now my hands, neck and face is all RED and so very DARK!! but all in all it was a GREAT EXPERIENCE and a GREAT DAY.. :D i think all of us had a great time... :P

alright... i got to go now... having headache already.. :( byebye...

who are WE??????

FIRST-AIDERS!!

what do WE do?????

RAIN OR SHINE WE STILL SAVE LIVES!!!

RESULTS

.... sorry for not updating after a long time.. :)

just got a 4 of my test papers BACK!!! hehe... failed 2 passed 2.. balanced.. haha.. so far i failed my pjk (which to me is so not important) and add math (very VERY IMPORTANT.. haha... :P) i got A!! for both my bm and math paper!! WEE~!! for the first time.. haha.. well.. thats all the papers i have so far...

this year started off, for me, quite badly.. :( had so much pressure on my relationships with my friends until it got me SO DOWN... i cried i think practically the whole week... i told both my brothers what happened.. haha.. they said that they miss high school... so FULL of DRAMA... lol XD but its true larh.. its a circle of life... hehe..

OOO...!! let me talk about what happen yesterday... we KAWAD-ted... IN THE RAIN!! haha.. all of us got so soaked... to make matters worst... i was wearing white... =.=" and i didnt bring any jacket or black shirt to wear... :( so dumb right.. haiz.. but i didnt know it would rain OK!! :P since the rain was TOO HEAVY, all of us had to take cover in the canteen..

but i did a super crazy thing.. not really super larh.. but crazy larh.. haha.. after almost getting dry... me and some of my friends went running into the POURING RAIN... haha... just to but guava from across the road.. haha.. but when we went back to school... kena SOUNDING from lai like crazy... haha... sorry sorry for that.. :P

and i realised that everyday in school, my friends and i always end up talking about some sick sick stuff... eww... XD

anyway, is that it?? hmm... im not really sure also.. haha.. i think thats about it.. gotta go and sleep now also.. tomoro got kawad.. :)

nitenite.. tcare.. n sweetdreams.. :)

IN.FLAMES

@@ so tired...

but here's something to be happy about, EXAM IS OVER!! haha.. :P but sadly, i failed my add math yet again.. :(

well, today was the same as every friday... bought and brought 5 cakes to school to give to my friends who's birthday has passed this year... :) hopefully, all my dear friends will get 1 one from me this year.. :) hehe... and hopefully you guys will at least appreciate it eventhough you dont like me... DONT want to eat it, THROW it in the dustbin IN FRONT of my face so that i'll know how much i "mean" to you.. :) not joking... dont be SHY.. :D

anyway, tomorrow got st. john course till 1 or 2 pm.. and have to be there at 6.20 to help out in arranging the place... =.=" haha.. hope it will be interesting tomorrow... if not X.X... :P

and to a particular person, please THINK BEFORE YOU TALK.. what you say can affect people... if you DONT KNOW what the hell what you say means to other people, DONT SAY IT!! at least have some heart larh!! some things matter MORE than OTHERS!! you dont have the right to say that also...

phew!! finally got it out... haha.. ok ok... before i burst into a bigger flame, i better go now.. hehe..

see you soon :) take care...

USUAL

hi...

sorry that i havent been updating my blog... hehe.. my bad.. :) a bit lazy leh...

well, just came back from tuition today.. tuition got only 3 PEOPLE... @@ the other people vanished into thin air.. haha..

anyway, yesterday i saw HIM... :'( i accually DONT like him anymore but dunno why when i see him i get so TENSED UP... my heart beats SO FAST...

if your thinking that he's my boyfriend or my ex boyfriend, sorry to let you down but he's not... haha.. but, oh, how i WISH it was true.. :( hehe...

tomorrow got EXAM!! :'(! haiz.. hope i can get good results though... ALL THE BEST MY FRIENDS.. i know you'll do great... :)

ok larh.. i got to go.. update maybe after exam larh ya.. :) take care n God bless.. :)

SICK

yo!! back...

omg!! my thoart is killing me... having really bad cough, soar thoart, flu and a slight fever... came back from school early today cause was really sick... i came back, tried to sleep but it was so hard to sleep... i lie down on my bed i cant sleep, when i see tv i feel so sleepy but when i make my way to my bed i still cant sleep... haiz..

people keep saying drink more water, drink more water but when i drink that time its like drinking sand... its so rough when it reaches my thoart... i was sleepung practically the whole day... but i woke up every hour... :(

now im feeling much much better... but still very TIRED!..

well, i've gotta go now... see u next time.. :)

MY.DAY :)

hei... just came back from school... =.=

so late already... haiz...

today i had a very mixed emotions day... first was angry then happy then tired... pjk today, yet again, ashley and i (also like 3 more girls) wore pj clothes but all the class girls didnt wear, despite me telling them to wear the day before cause teacher told me to tell them... thanks to the GREAT penolong who told them no need to wear... i was also angry about something else but i dont want to mention it here...

anyway, the rest of the days were fine.. spend time with my FRIENDS who made me LAUGH and BE HAPPY AGAIN!! :) thanks guys...

at the end of school i had prefect meeting... from 1.10 till 2.45... =.= SO LONG!! ......................... but the meeting was ok larh... was a little draggy though... so many prefects got demerit just for kedatangan itself... havent even count the tugas yet... but THANK GOD i didnt get... heheh... i'm such a GOOD GIRL mah rite?? rite?? hehe... i know.. :P

thats practically all for today... :) PHEW~!! anyway, i got to go... have to take a nap before my tuition tonight.. :) so byebye!!

take care :)

MY.WEEKEND. =.=

hei to WHOEVERS reading.. :)

juz got back from a very tiring weekend... it all started on last friday...

first i had school, then right after school i had st john meeting and choir pratice till 2... got to meet the new trainer for choir.. he seems a lil gay but he's really good :)... haha... i guess all the stress of finding a trainer finally paid off... hehe..

anyway, after choir i had about 1 hour to eat, bath and pack for my prefect camp in bukit lagong... im not sure whether its bukit or sungai or something else... hehe... sorry... after packing i had to go straight to school for st john kawad... got NO TIME TO SLEEP.. :'( but i couldnt stay long for kawad cause i had to leave for the camp already..

after departure, thankfully i had a few minutes to shut my eyes in the bus... :) but still not enough... it didnt take us very long to reach the camp site though... after reaching we had to set up our tents.. me, chris, simmi, nadia and may kee had to borrow sumeetha's tent cause none of us owns one... but the funny thing is that, when we finished putting up the tent we realise that the tent can only fit 2 PEOPLE!! and the zipper DOESNT WORK!! hahaha...

so we had to borrow a tent from one of our teachers.. thanksfully we got to set up a tent that can fit ALL 5 OF US eventhough the sticks that is suppose to hold the tent together were not connected.. haha..

after that we had a short briefing from the jurulatih.. haha... that guy was SO SERIOUS and when he makes jokes everyone laughs but its obvious that he is holding he's laughter.. haha.. after that we ceramah... the guy who washad dinner then doing the ceramah can REALLY SING!! XD

after the ceramah finished, we had sometimes to rest before going for a hike... at that time i think it was ALREADY PASS 10 PM!! the hike was from 11.30PM TILL 4 PM!! was really cool (the view of the woods and the moon from in the jungle) and tiring at the same time...

this all happened on FRIDAY!!

well on sat, we were able to do rock-climbing, flying-fox and had to go through 2 courses before we left for home.. the courses were one old 1 and one new 1..

at the end of the course (old one) all of us were soaked in mud... eee... i have to admit that it was quite fun... after the muddy experience, me and my friends ended up taking a "shower" in a LARGE WASHING CLOTHES area.. it was fun but weird... LOL XD. after that we boarded the bus and came back to school... :) and that was THE END of the camp...

on the same day, that night, my housing area had NO ELECTRICITY!! :( so my bro's and i made our way to MC DONALDS... hehe.. and earlier we had PIZZA for dinner!! WEE~!! :D

END OF SATURDAY

on sunday, nothing much happened larh. my bro's and i went to church. then we took lunch and right after that they had dance practices for EASTER.. it was cool watching the people dancing... :)after the dance, we made our journey to PORT DICKSON where my parents and my relatives went on sat.. we went a day later... at pd, i had to experience the THRILL of the GO-KART!! it was a CRAZY NICE experience!! hoping to go there again!! heheh!!

we were able to swim in the sea also, and the sea was suprisingly quite clear... but because of swimming in the sea under the hot sun, i GREW DARKER... :'(

today my friends keep asking me whether i grew darker or not.. haiz.. but all in all it was a GREAT WEEKEND!! :D

sorry i post so long... got a lot of things to share... hehe.. i think most of you wont even read finish ... hahah.. :) anyway, im done now... now you can WAKE UP!!

update you guys soonn ya... :) TAKE CARE!!

SCHOOL.LIFE.:)

hei ya!! back... :)

this blogging thing is a lil hard for me still cause im not used to it.. :(

but im getting the hang of it... WEEE~!!!! hahah.. XD

well, my day was..erm... alrite i guess... no science and math teacher today!! :D hehe.. it was considered fun.. thanks to my FRIENDS!! :) they make my day so much brighter.. eventhough we tend to fight,argue, tease etc., we still have fun no matter what.. haha... everyday is filled with laughter with them.. :) haha... i make it sound so prefect... LOL XD..

we have our own ideas of fun... let me introduce you to 4 of my dear friends..

Ashley a.k.a Hooker

Ameera a.k.a Slut

Athirah a.k.a Bitch

and 2 boys who are,

Kenneth and Dineish..

and of course i have a nick name to, given by them, a STRIPPER.. LOL XD

these people here makes the sickess jokes that i have ever heard.. hahaha... cause they are very sick people who contaminated my very very clean brain and mind... XD nah!! we contaminate each other's mind.. LOL...

well..

enough about them.. hehe.. do you know ______ can be such a liar.. first he says that he still loves me and hasnt got together with anyone since i broke up with him BUT he was in a relationship which just ended and he kena KANTOI from he's OWN friend... hahah... such a JERK!!

and he has the nerve to tell people that i love him... SWT much.. gila perasan lor... get over urself dude...

but i dont even care anymore.. its just a waste of time.. no idea why im telling you this also.. LOL...

i've heard so much of sick things since school started.. haha..

until i cant even believe it.. O.o

gotta go now cause i've got no idea what to say already...

oh well, see ya!! :D

FIRST.TIMER.

erm... well...

sorry but this is my first time blogging and im still new to all this stuff.. hehe.. :)

THANKS to my dear dear friends, i have created this blog.

i hope it wont be so boring.. hehe...

hope to update soon... so stay TUNED!! XD

haha... just joking...

see ya.. :P