Wednesday, April 22, 2009

CHOIR.COMPETITION

hei... :)
today my school had our choir competition.. we had to go to school at 6AM!! =.= but after settling all the makeup and the ribbons, we all boarded the bus i think at 7AM... after that we met Z in the bus and he helped us do warm up... we were all kinda excited... suprisingly it was not jam while we made our way to the SMK SUNGAI BULOH school though... anyway, after arriving there, we started having practice and to BRUSH UP our singing...
and there's where the bad news steps in... teacher came to me and told me that the trainer is NOT ALLOWED to play the piano for us... =.= it was really really depressing... after the raptai, Z kinda broke the news to them that he wasnt going to be able to play for us and now we had to sing 2 SONGS WITHOUT THE PIANO!! :( but then we came up with some changes which hopefully would work.. :) so after a last rehearsel, we went into the hall to settle down and get ready for our turn to "SHINE" :P ahahha.. we were the 3rd school to perform... when it was our turn to perform Z suddenly told me he was playing... but i thought he was playing as in only the INTRO... but when it came to the 2nd song, he ALSO played for us... which was a good thing and a bad thing... but we were really thankful that he did larh.. cause it WOULDNT SOUND NICE if he didnt play... but all in all it was really great... :D
after the performance, we had our breaks... we heard KEPONG sing... omg!! like always it was awesome larh... hahah :P anyway, after ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL the schools were done.. we sat at our sits with anticipation to hear wat we won... 3rd PLACE.......................BANDAR BARU.... 2nd PLACE...............................................SMK TAMAN...................................EHSAN... OMG!! that is when all our hearts sank until it couldnt sink no more.... :( we were so hoping on getting the first place and wen they announced the 1st PLACE............................................. SMK..............kepong.... =.= our hearts juz burst iinto flames!! all of us were devastated... but we knew why at the end... but at least we WON the ANUGERAH KHAS which is not so bad ok!! and our school to WON the best conducter... :) i was so shocked and blurr!! so so so darn blurr.... everybody was like shouting and i was like " wat happen wat happen???????? O.o??" lol XD
but still we were still abit down... Z.. YOU SHOULDNT PUT THE BLAME ON YOURSELF CAUSE U DID NOTHING WRONG... no worries... :))) and no one has the right to blame anyone cause NOBODY is at fault!!
and you know what!! our school drama team WON 2ND PLACE!!! :)) not bad eh... haha...


CONGRATULATIONS MELAWATIANS!! WE DID OUR VERY BEST... :)))) BE PROUD OF YOURSELVES!! :D

Monday, April 6, 2009

STRESSING.TO.THE.MAX!!

yo... O.O
i've had only 2 HOURS of sleep yesterday... =.=" thanks to the stupid moral folio... haiz... just finish exam last week also... haiz... well, at lease i got an A1 for my MATH and a higher score for my SCIENCE... hehe... :) but teacher's gonna minus my marks like crazy for passing up so late...... isH!! damn...
anyway, life is seriously a bore and a torture for me now... friends have become a PAIN IN THE ASS!! maybe not larh, but im really sick and tired with all the EGO-istic people around me... TIRED with all the FIGHTS, QUARELLS, and all the RUBBISH!! and its not only me thats going through this... there is plenty more who FEELS the SAME WAY!! sometimes i just feel like killing myself... no joke... i have NEVER, in my life, felt this STRESSED before...
i think this is AFFECTING me in alot of ways... now a days, i will start staring at blank spaces for no reason... its almost every minute that that is happpening to me.. and i cant sleep... or i crazy LACK of sleep... and i get hyper one minute and emo the next... :( WHAT'S GOING ON??!!!
i just need someone to talk to... who will listen to me and understand me sincerly.. but i guess i can only continue to dream of that to happen... haiz...
im out of here... take care and God bless! :)


YOU ARE INVITED TO A SPECTACULAR MUSICAL TITLED "THE EASTER STORY: HE IS ALIVE!"
date : 10-12 April 09 (you can choose to come either one of the nights)
time : 8 pm
place : bukit jalil
FREE ADMISSION!! :D